Monday, 14 April 2008

game or not

Last day is here! Are you still here, counting? Curious what is all this about? Is this a game, you ask. Is this a game?

23 hours 37 minutes left … When counting aloud we want to keep an track of progress. What is the number of a desired places we want to be in the same time? What is the number of a desires we can’t even express? What is the number of the mistakes we make? What is the number of the denials about ourselves?

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

If I would start counting about all this, I would find myself in a middle of nowhere, no man's land. The feeling of wanting to be somewhere else or thinking that somewhere else is better is present all the time. In the first section of this blog, START, it was said to get rid of all the cliches in the beginning. One of them is: acceptance of your own impossibility to be satisfied/happy will bring you to the state of loving yourself.

Anyhow, I am already in the game, so I am counting as well. How many cliches do I have to go through in order to catch the real point of being... whatsoever?

john said...

Does one start loosing his roots when start dreaming in some other language?

Many times when going for a holidays I wanted to stay in that place, forever. The situation of being on a holiday is a specific one, makes us think that we can just escape from everything, looks so easy. Many times I wanted to "escape", but never can run away from who I am in my heart. Difficult thing in the fact that your heart is deceitful.